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Slept in your bed: That would be meh!

x. Saw you cry: Not sure....

x. Made you cry: No comment.

x. You shared a drink with: Bethany

x. You went to the movies with: That was a long ass time ago.

x. You went to the mall with: I don't remember that was a long time ago too.

x. Yelled at you: Not sure.

x. Sent you an email: Emily.

x. You kissed: I don't remember.

HAVE YOU EVER...:
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: Yes.
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Baha. Yes.
x. Been to California: NO BUT IM GOING IN 22 DAYS!
x. Been to Hawaii: No.
x. Been to Mexico: Almost...but No.
x. Been to China: No.
x. Been to Canada: No.

x. Danced naked: Don't think so.
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: No.
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: Yes!

x. Had an imaginary friend: No. I don't need one, I've got plenty of the coolest ones!

RANDOM:

x. Do you have a crush on someone: Yea.

x. What book are you reading now: None.

x. Worst feeling in the world: Feeling like you know something bad is gonna happen....and then it does.

x. Future son's name: Spencer

x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: The one me and Bailee got in Iowa

x. What's under your bed: Nothing

x. Favorite sport to watch: FOOTBALL! and Baseball

x. Favorite sport to play: Marching Band.
x. Siblings: 2

x. Location: Blue Springs

x. College plans: I Military and then college and back to the Military
x. Piercings/tattoos: Ears..and I have a fake tattoo on right now. lol

x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Err. I don't have one. Damnit I'm not good enough.

STUFF:
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yea the last freakin' like 5 guys I've liked. And then one I freakin' like now. Damn the devil and that luck of mine!
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did:  yes
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Not really.

x. Song thats stuck in your head: Nothing.

x. Do you want to get married: Of Course. I can't wait. But wait...I have to have a boyfriend first.

x. Do you want kids: Eventually.

FAVORITE:
x. Room in house: Mine.
x. Type(s) of music: Anything.
x. Band(s): Not sure.
x. Color: Blue
x. Month: July

IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...:
x. Cried: yes

x. Bought something: lunch

x. Gotten sick: No.

x. Sang: Yes.
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Yes.

x. Met someone new: No.

- What do you think of me?
- How long do you think we will be friends?
- Would you hug me?
- Do you wish I was cooler?

- On a scale of 1-10, how ulgy am I?
- Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
- Am I loveable?

x. Hugged someone: Yes
x. Kissed someone: NO!! Damnit you have to have a freakin' boyfriend or girlfriend to do that!

I definately think you should all make me feel loved by filling this out!!

- Who are you?
- Are we friends?
- If so, who?
- What makes - When and how did we meet?

- How long have you known me?
- Describe me in one word.
- What was your first impression?
- Do you still think that way about me now?
- What do you think my weakness is?
- Do you think I'll get married?
me happy?
- What makes me sad?
- What reminds you of me?
- If you could give me anything what would it be?
- How well do you know me?
- When's the last time you saw me?
- Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
- Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?

Happy Halloween!

You know I kinda wanted to say this last night, but I'll say it now on here. So this is for all my lovely guard girls!
I've had such a fun year with you, if you guys weren't there to keep me calm when mrs. a or miss britt made me mad, I dunno what I would have done. I loved spending the entire season with you guys! I did come to do what I wanted to do, but now I am leaving you. However I will see you all next year, because I'll be marching in the flute section. You are wonderful girls, and you have bright personalites. I love having bus trips with you, and timmy, lol. But you guys mean a lot to me, and I hope you do guard next year! It's such a much better reward to be in guard, and it takes a lot of hard work and talent that a lot of people don't have to do this. And may I mention a lot of patience. I wanted to do something different in the band, and well I found that different thing that I am actually good at. and Mr. Story has told me that I do it well also. But there is something I am even better at. I'm glad that none of you that intimadated me so much to the point where I didn't get to know you, because if it had, I would have never gotten to see the better side of some of you like Sam, and Melanie. I'll see you in the season to come of 2005!

To my flutes!
Rock on we'll have the coolest seniors ever! I love you guys! And I can't wait to come back! Beware if my dangerous rifle tho! ;)

Ok. So last night totally rocked my socks off. We got 2nd place guard! We totally KICKED. Which made me soooooo happy, I started to cry. lol. And the crowd totally did the wave, but the even better part...the drum majors did it. funny stuff! So we started a yelling riot with this school "we've got spirit yes we do, we've got spirit how about you". Haha good times! I'm gonna miss guard. the reward is an amazing feeling when you hear that you get first guard. it feels like getting best woodwind section. But that award doesn't come along very often. And no, it's not the same feeling as "best winds section" because the winds has more than one section to it. but there is always a "guard" award, and I will be happy to say this is one of my most favorite seasons I've ever had!
xoxox
erica

MmMmMmM. I'm bored. So I gonna give a bunch of shoutouts. the catch is, you have to guess which one YOU are if ur on here. So here is a list of ppl!

*Katie Adkins*
*Tiffany Selek*
*Emily Thomas*
*Cory DeBoer*
*Lacey Morris*
*Ana Gregory*
*Meagan Mainard*
*Kyle Stewart*
*Lori Weigel*
*Jessi Jackman*
*Tracy Walters*
*Laken Walker*
*Anna Thoma*
*Samantha Neale*
*If I left you out jus let me kno*

Number 1- You've been there for me for almost 8 years of my life. You mean a lot to me. You may be blond and ditzy, and someone outragesouly annoying. But I love you not matter what you do. No matter what other people may think of you, I think ur one of a kind and I'm always here for you!

Number 2- You've taught me many many things, wether I should kno somethings or not. You made me go through with guard, and to tell you the truth I may not like some people in it, but it's paid off and I'm so glad you made me do it. I kno I can trust you because you've let me be there for you, and help you when needed. And I can expect the same from you! No matter how stubborn...high...drunk boys can be, I'm always here to make you feel better.

Number 3- You are the best guy friend I could ever ever ask for. I couldn't get anything better...I wouldn't want anything. Yea we had 4 1/2 months of wonderful time spent together. Like times in the movie Secret Window...that we never got to finish watching. But it's even better now that we have something nothing can break. I am always happy to see ur face, cuz it always puts a smile on mine. And I kno I can always come to you for comfort!

Number 4- I've learned a lot from you too...whenever you get a stomach ache....jus bend over and fart. lol. I love you so much! I never thought I would become friends with you because you intimadated me. But you more then just intimdation, you're a great friend to me, and many others. I'm gonna miss you next year, hopefully you'll choose to do guard cuz then I can always yell across the field...hell they hate me as it is. lol.

Number 5- I never thought the day we got along would come. But this season...ur senior year, we finally got there, and now you are one of my favorite seniors, and I'm gonna cry the day you leave. I'm sure I'll see you again. I never thought I would be as close to you as I am, it's not that close but I'm glad it's there. The day I heard you got in a car accident I almost cried, until I was told you were ok. And I'll be glad to stop by anyday.

Number 6- Hi Hunni Bunni! lol. I love you! Everyone knos ur white. It's been a great year with you!! And I can't wait to see you tomorrow. psss...clean up the guard room?

Number 7- I don't know many people that would be willing to dress up like a slut with me other than you. But you are my best buddy, and I'm glad we're talking more again. And trust me, everything will get better with guys. I'm with you on that part. And I can't wait to come back with you guys next year!!!!!

Number 8- YOU ARE THE BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! Sure I have a lot of best friends, but you have been mine for EIGHT years. And I love spending everyone moment I do with you! I wish we could spend more together! Eah, so what guys don't like us.....we've got each other! I'm ur God never ever forget that! I make everything OK! lol.

Number 9- You graduated last year. Never thought I'd be friends with you, but I did. And I'm glad I did. I wouldn't kno who else could help me with *his* problems other than you. I wish you weren't at college at CMSU. But I'm glad I get to see you when I do. And I hope everything gets better, if not....I'll make everything! ;). Remember Johnny Depp!

Number 10- You are a quite one. But you are a good friend, and Christian while ur at it. I'm glad we became friends, and we had our E2 square because it rocked tha house. Who knos maybe well have one next year when I come back!

Number 11- I miss you as well, and yes you graduated last year as well. but I don't want you to move, it'll make me cry. But you have to promise you'll come back. I get so excited when I see you when I do, like at football games and I nearly jump on you. lol. let the good times roll.

Number 12- Hah. I'm glad you're going out with one of my best friends, whats better than a good friend and a best friend going out? Well other then breaking up, but I know that won't happen soon, because you two seem perfect together, and I know you are right for her.

Number 13- You are the best online good friend anyone could ask for. Yes I was jealous of you when I first met you. But I knew I had nothing to worry about because after a while, I knew I could trust you. You have such positive energy, and you are b..e..a.utiful! I jus hope one day we'll actually be able to hang out.

Number 14- Raindrop! I love you sooooooooooooooooo much! Haha we had great times with 'raincar' even those it's not the same anymore. meh oh-well. it looks fine. SLS was fun! lol. I dunno what I'd do without you, or your beautiful guard uniform. lol. cough. Welp I love you!

If I forgot you, I will list you just say something! Now tell me which one you are?!?